In My Flowerbed
by Mara Panich
In My Flowerbed
decay does not frighten me
it is the stopping parts
of death that incite
restless dread rot and visual degradation
move
with life
bones carrying on without soul to move them
where goes the voice
the song
of the skeletal bird
lying hollow
in spring dirt
What talons will grasp and scrape
for sustenance
in its stead
Halted and still
I could not focus
on her body
always imagining
the rise
and fall
of her chest
but I watch
with eyes
streaming
as the box
that contains
her physical evidence of continuation
is
lowered
and covered with dirt and green grass
Mother I think you
would have preferred
to decay
like a broken sparrow
in my flowerbed
Mara Panich is a writer, artist, and bookseller in Missoula, Montana. She holds a BA in Creative Writing and English Literature from Purdue University and completed post-graduate studies at the University of Montana. Her work has been published in CutBank Online, The Bitchin' Kitsch, Awake in the World, V2, Women Under Scrutiny, We Leave the Flowers Where They Are, and other anthologies.